Monday 8 December 2014

Contemplation and Contentment

I started looking up. 

I didn't go out and actually look for him. That would have taken forever, especially seeing as I didn't know what he looked like. All I knew is that he existed and that he was here. He didn't have to be waiting for me, hell, he could have been with some other girl. (In fact he was, [Lucky girl] but that's story for another time.) All I was saying is that he was out there.


When I went through a rough patch I had friends and family to tell me that it was all okay. Get cracking with your life and don't waste another minute. They all said... so I did. I went on with my life and embraced all my joys. I did things that I liked, I went to conventions and had the time of my life with friends. 

Thats how it all led me to him, like a magnet. I didn't expect it but I certainly welcomed it. Doing the things that I enjoy led me to a whole new place where I wanted to be. A happier place filled with so much love and contentment that it blinded me for a little while. Just because I met another human being * gasp! * I know, it does sound like something straight out of a fanfiction or romance novel but there it was and it blew me away, (Literally, he tried to blow me up in a creeper jacket) But it was so beautiful.

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